The Ontario Association for the Development of Education Conference was held Feb 21st and 22nd at York University. Nice setting. I was presenting with my PhD supervisor on some of our recent research findings regarding the spheres of knowledge literacy teacher educators must develop in and how they go about making the developments happen. I found it fascinating, so the presentation was easy. Lots to say. Narrowing it down for a one hour presentation was the hard part. I tend to find academic presentations a bit dry. But this wasn’t. This work is so insightful for new teacher educators, mid and late career teacher educators and administrators of teacher ed programs. This is one of the most exciting and poignant articles I have ever read, let alone research and write about. As the research is not published yet, I will not go into detail as of yet. But thank you to the participants that came to hear us present. I could tell how excited you were too and that was so encouraging. More to come, dear reader, more to come.
The other day I had a student in undergrad ask me if writing a dissertation was hard. I was a bit amused. “Yes”, I answered, “it’s really hard”. I’m not sure if it feels hard because I wrote creatively for years. Writing a novel comes from a completely different place. It emerges differently and sings differently on the page. It tended to stir me up, get me wound. This type of writing is, well, logical. And my logical, analytical side quite likes it, but it is painstakingly slow. I am relieved that I have enough background knowledge in my specialty to at least keep writing. I know where to find the articles and what scholars will back up my argument. This is at least faster than it was when I was first conducting my research on my topic and writing papers about it. I do see progress. But the writing of a thesis is still different. I wrote 1000 words today and I am exhausted. My brain is tired. My neck hurts. I need a break. But at least I leave the computer feeling as though I have accomplished something. They are 1000 good words. Well chosen and well supported words. It’s hard, but it is satisfying.
Had a great workshop yesterday at the Reading Recovery Conference. I had made plans, ran off handouts and prepared a ppt for (I was told) 60 people. The stories I prepared (5) were very serious and I was going to select the’ right one’ to tell depending on the nature of the audience. All of this flew out the window when I ended up with 5 participants. Deflating, yes, but exciting, most definitely. I threw out the whole plan and asked them why they came. What did they need and want from this experience? Their answers put me on different track, with some elements from the original plan. (One participant actually read the description of the workshop and wanted exactly what was in the description! As this rarely happens, I was impressed). The opening story ended up being Fox and Bear, a primary story in my performance experience, and I included movement. There were several reasons why I chose this story:
1. One of the participants teaches First Nations children, hence a First Nations story. (Note, I acknowledged the founding nations that told stories in the area first- Cayuga, Neutral, Mohawk and Seneca)
2. Most of them were primary teachers
3. They wanted to connect the story to a writing experience and this story lends itself nicely to mapping
4. The story was short and I lost a lot of time finding out about my participants
5. The group was small, so a serious story that may make them cry will put them on the spot.
6. Since it was such an intimate experience, we needed humour to lighten the mood, and that story is funny.
7. The movement addition would give them license to play with their own stories in the classroom.
Guess what!? I worked. I was delighted with what they got out of the story and the telling. They picked up so many nuances and wanted to try it themselves. They did map part of the story as a retelling and eventually we even got into personal telling. A lot ended up being crammed into those meager 75 minutes. But it was so worthwhile. They said they learned lots and I had a wonderful time.